Tuesday, June 30, 2020

Viktor Frankl quote

“We who lived in concentration camps can remember the men who walked through the huts comforting others, giving away their last piece of bread. they may have been few in number, but they offer sufficient proof that everything can be taken from a man but one thing: the last of the human freedoms - to choose one’s attitude in any given set of circumstances to choose one’s own way”

Man’s Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl, p. 75

You can listen to the book being read on YouTube.

Monday, June 29, 2020

Ethics of Ambiguity

The way we are now, and what we could be. This point is described in The Ethics of Ambiguity, which I stumbled upon 2 videos about this book by Simone de Beauvoir.

Epoch Philosophy

Philosophize This!

Thursday, June 25, 2020

Speech TNH

Knowing that words can create happiness or suffering, I am committed to speaking truthfully using words that inspire confidence, joy, and hope.
- Excerpt from the Five Mindfulness Trainings

Wednesday, June 24, 2020

Early mythology

I'm reading SN 1.11 and all of sudden there are these mythical creatures:

Sakka: Lord of the Devas? Ruler of Trāyastriṃśa, the 33 gods on Mount Meru. "The commentator Buddhaghoṣa has identified Sakka as being identical to Vajrapāṇi." And "Śakra is equated with Haneullim in Korean folk religion." Heneullim is the sky God of Cheondoism and Jeungsanism. And "In Chinese tradition, he is equated with the Jade Emperor."

I feel like we're in a kind of Santa Claus situation.

Suja is Sakka's wife, daughter to Vepacitti.

Vepacitti (Vemacitrin): Lord of the Asuras. "On another occasion, Vemacitrin and Śakra had a contest of verses, before a joint company of devas and asuras. Each of them alternated with a verse of his spontaneous composition, to see who could speak best. Śakra was awarded the prize by both sides, because it was judged that Vemacitrin's verses tended entirely to contention and violence, whereas Śakra's were edifying and tended to peace and harmony. (Subhasitajaya-sutta, SN.xi.5)"

As I try to reach back into the mist of time, the mythology is unruly, disorganized, undocumented. In a way that's what I'm looking for.

Verocana: Lord of the Asuras.
Sambara: Lord of the Asuras.

I couldn't find anything on Sambari magic.

The Wikipedia entry on Buddhist Mythology is fairly unhelpful beyond this sentence: "Buddhist myth adopted several Indian figures such as Brahma, Indra (also known as Sakka) and Prithvi."

Yaksha has an entry: They are a broad class of nature spirits.
Nagas are another class of demigods.
Garudas are bird like creatures
Tusita is the 4th of 6 realms.

Buddhist Cosmology is another large Wikipedia entry. Not even sure if this graphic helps although you can find Tusita on it:


Now I understand that the mythology gets developed in Mahayana and beyond, but I wonder if there are any early works on Theravada mythology.

I like the ancient Greek/Roman gods and goddesses. And I have enjoyed a Mahayana journey through the Bodhisattvas. I rack my mind for Buddhist examples of books:

Joan Halifax has a great Jungian Buddhist book, The Fruitful Darkness.

I did find a book by Sujato White Bones Red Rot Black Snakes is about the feminine in early mythology.

Vessantara's Meeting The Buddhas was excellent. I guess I need to reread that one.

I ordered Ka by Roberto Calasso because it's about Buddhist mythology embedded in Hindu mythology which would be about right for those times, and because I could get an inexpensive copy. "The fundamental thematic concept of his oeuvre is the relationship between myth and the emergence of modern consciousness." Seems to be about what I'm looking for.

Please add any references you think might be helpful. Might have to write what I need myself. But when I read these names at the top, I feel nothing, so I'd like to build up my mythological knowledge so that I felt something reading the text.

I also want to develop an American mythology of Buddhism. Who is Paul Bunyan in Buddhist mythology? 

Tuesday, June 23, 2020

Today's holidays

We bought a pine that is in a pot, for Christmas, and Theradithi found a star that went on her wand that broke, so we put it on the pine, and she got excited. She wanted to celebrate. She thought of holidays she's heard before but I read on a website that today is celebrate Pink day, celebrate letting go day, and celebrating typewriters day! It's also runner selfie day. Who knew? It's also a day to celebrate pecans. It's also widows day, and public service day.

I get to vote today. I'm grateful to have some measure of democracy.

Every day is gratitude day, and I'm so grateful for the preservation of the Pali Canon. I just read

"goals shine when they are achieved.
this is the word of verocana."


Monday, June 22, 2020

Theravada Resources

Wikipedia

Thai Forest Tradition

Sri Lanka Forest Tradition

Theravada.       Mahayana.         Vajrayana

Vipassana movement

Buddhist modernism



Pali Canon

Sutta Central

Access to Insight



Magazines

From 1993 Until 2015 Inquiring Minds a the magazine for Theravada Buddhists. The articles are online.

Buddhism Now has a Theravada section



Thailand

Wat Pah Nanachat



Sri Lanka

I knew a lot about Thai Forest, but in talking with Sri Lankan I found the forest monks of Sri Lanka.

The Hillside Hermitage was founded by Ajahn Nyanamoli Thero. They have a YouTube channel

Ven. Ñāṇavīra Thera was another guy who excelled in Sri Lanka.



USA East Coast

1966 Theravada Vihara founded in DC

Bodhi Monastery Sussex County, New Jersey

IMS Boston and Barre MA




Bhavana Society founded by Bante G West Virginia

Abhayagiri California

Aloka Vihara Forest Monastery Placerville, CA

Metta Forest Monastery Valley Center, CA

Temple Forest Monastery New Hampshire

Forest Dharma Lexington Kentucky

Spirit Rock


In or near NYC

NYC IMS

Buddhist Insights: Empty Cloud West Orange NJ.

Insight Meditation Community New Jersey (Morristown)

Dharma Punx NYC

The Community Meditation Center (NYC: 5 West 86th St #14C)

Near me NYBV

Vajiradhammapadip Temple



Misc

General Listing of Theravada Centers (Insight Meditation Society)

Forest Sangha in the tradition of Ajahn Chah. Connected to Abhayagiri

Dharmakaya Movement

Goenka



Books:

Venerable Ācariya Mun Bhuridatta Thera: A Spiritual Biography by Venerable Ācariya Maha Boowa Ñanasampanno. Read here

A woman monk book that is read about Mae Chee Kaew


Until 630

Satyagraha is one of my favorite operas. It's on now the Met site for free! Don't miss it, it's up till 630pm.

I know the opera isn't very Buddhist, but the composer is influenced by Buddhism, and the Hinduism is Buddhist adjacent. Tolstoy wasn't a Buddhist but he is a great thinker. Tagor wasn't a Buddhist, but he is a great poet. MLK wasn't a Buddhist, but he is important in the history of America for his non-violent protests.

In other notes, I'm reading Heartwood by Wendy Cadge.

Diogenes looking for an honest man


Saturday, June 20, 2020

Summer Solstice


SN 11.4 Calm in the Face of Anger




Reading the Samyutta Nikaya, the Sagathavagga, the book of the verses, in the Sakkasamyutta, in chapter (part? Section?) 4 is on Calm in the Face of Anger. This part resonated with me:

This is the only thing, I deem,
That will put a stop to the fool:
Knowing well the other's anger, 
One is mindful and remains calm.

and then later

He behaves for the good of both:
Himself and the other person.
Knowing well the other's anger,
He is mindful and remains calm.

I can't help but think, "He behaves for the good of both," is a kind of bodhisattva ideal kind of statement. He behaves for the good of all.

This kind of assertive counterbalance to what is going on is important, steady, steadfast.

I've been thinking that as much as Trump will be the worst president in history, we need to remember the racism, the mendacity, the selfishness, the lack of vision being brought up short by events, how the tide turned. His selfishness can only pretend to deny Covid19, he has some loans coming due, and with nobody traveling to stay in his hotels, he's in financial trouble. He's not a rich man, he doesn't have deep pockets, most of his property is mortgaged. The banks of China and Russia own him. People imagine him a big tycoon. Failure is a big part of business, but he has had so many bankruptcies, and he's not allowed to operate a charity in New York because he stole from the needy. His business vision is to try and get away with as much as he can, and with a weak government, there are not enough people to remember all the wrongs he commits and therefore he gets away with things. He forgets cities and states have governments that he can't wreck, that hold him accountable.

We need to remember this side of possibility. To feed the worse wolves, they grow.

In this moment when perhaps the largest amount of people ever is not working, we have the attention span to really address racism in this country, and we see the push back to that. They are not experiencing the racism, they want to forget the history and the tendrils that reach into today.

We can see now that keeping everyone frightened about health care, and housing, grinding at work, keeps our empathy in check. We plop on the couch exhausted, and watch mindless TV to transition into sleep. Alcohol would help too, to come down from being revved up with coffee and endless quantifiable expectations.

The protestant work ethic feeds into the machine that spits out billionaires, and we can imagine we could be there too. I'm just temporarily poor, I'm a mogul in disguise. You just can't see it. That is the American Dream/Illusion that has us with the worst worker rights. Everyone wants to come here and be in the middle class that no longer exists. The big carrot is really quite a stick. In this frightening system, we can only think of our tribes, we can't imagine the abundance, that we can care for all. That we are connected to everyone, everywhere. In Trump Tower with it's golden toilets, the air is getting worse because of loosening environmental protections, but you can fly out to the country if the air gets bad.

Through this time I hope to keep calm, ignore the thrashing babies tantrums, and fight for justice, equity and fairness. It's hard not to see the unfairness in these times of videos and the internet unless your indifference or horrified anxiety turns you away, and you haven't been able to develop equanimity with your concentration.

Friday, June 19, 2020

Juneteenth

Juneteenth is the only holiday celebrating the ending of slavery. The oldest in the USA. And it's from Texas!

"Although the Emancipation Proclamation had formally freed them almost two and a half years earlier and the American Civil War had largely ended with the defeat of the Confederate States in April, Texas was the most remote of the slave states, with a low presence of Union troops, so enforcement of the proclamation had been slow and inconsistent."

"...this day marks the emancipation of all slaves in the Confederacy, the institution of slavery was still legal and existed in the Union border states after June 19, 1865. Slavery in the United States did not officially end until the ratification of the Thirteenth Amendment to the Constitution of the United States on December 6, 1865, which abolished slavery entirely in all of the U.S. states and territories."

So I guess December 6th should be a celebration as well. Can't have too many celebrations about the abolition of slavery.

I'm hoping to someday have a house with a large living room that we can hold meditation gatherings. I hope to put up the vegan flag in one window. The Buddhist flag in another, and now I want the Juneteenth flag in another window.


Thursday, June 18, 2020

quote from Dark Matter

"Dark Matter: A Novel" by Blake Crouch and wanted to share this quote with you.

"My understanding of identity has been shattered—I am one facet of an infinitely faceted being called Jason Dessen who has made every possible choice and lived every life imaginable."

Character and Virtue

Sympathetic joy to those who are on retreat


I woke up at 3am and the result of a dream, I had a lot of negative highlights of my life. I got up and meditated, and then later listened to a book to fall asleep. When I woke up again later, I had a lot of negative highlights again, but it was morning and I got up.

Reading a book, I read about how William James was a bit of a waster, and he decided to take responsibility for everything that happened to him, no matter how absurd. And of course we know him to be the father of American psychology and a philosopher.

I immediately thought of Aristotle's Nicomachean Ethics. There are checks in the book that I read in the 80's.

Anandi's favorite virtues: Compassion and kindness, to be helpful in others pursuit of happiness.

It's hard sometimes when I am not connected to sources that nourish, or I'm not using what could be nourishing out of pursuit of simple non-virtuous pleasures. Not quite as nourishing.

I feel quite a fight with negativity this morning, but I'm battling against it.

My friend asked me what I liked about Mun's biography. I thought he was determined, persistent, focused and strong.

Monday, June 15, 2020

Nowruz

It's equinox in Iran and they celebrate spring. We're in the beginning of summer in NYC. Our spring started March 19th and will be done on the 20th July. Today is the 15th of July.

The world is so big that all these seasons are different throughout the world.

Nowruz is Persian new year. "Nowruz is partly rooted in the tradition of Iranian religions, such as Mithraism and Zoroastrianism."

I've never heard of Mithraism. "Initiates called themselves syndexioi, those "united by the handshake". They met in underground temples, now called mithraea (singular mithraeum), which survive in large numbers. The cult appears to have had its centre in Rome." Wow. "In the 4th century, Mithraists faced persecution from Christians and the religion was subsequently suppressed and eliminated in the empire by the end of the century."

Well, we're going to not be able to learn much about it: "No written narratives or theology from the religion survive; limited information can be derived from the inscriptions and brief or passing references in Greek and Latin literature."

Mithra "...is the Zoroastrian Angelic Divinity (yazata) of Covenant, Light, and Oath."

Yazata "The term literally means "worthy of worship or veneration",[1][2] and is thus, in this more general sense, also applied to certain healing plants, primordial creatures, the fravashis of the dead, and to certain prayers that are themselves considered holy."

Ahura Mazda "...is the creator and highest deity of Zoroastrianism."

I'm not sure where this goes, but religious history is fascinating to me.




Friday, June 12, 2020

So much is lost

So much is lost. It's really amazing what survives in Buddhism. There is a living tradition that continues.

In the ancient pagan religions of Rome, the festival of Vestalia is June 7-15th. Vestalia is the goddess of home and hearth. Most people if they're not at work or school are at home. It's an important place.

Women would offer the sacrifices, the picture in the Wikipedia article has a woman putting up some ivy. Donkeys were adorned. Priapus almost rapes Vesta, but a donkey's bray scares him away. The 9th is a celebration of bakeries. (On the ides of June says another source)

I can't but help feel we have lost the sacred references for things that perhaps are considered mundane. Home is a place I need to clean up more. Bread is uniformly almost the same, we buy the same brand and type almost every time.

On the last day dung can removed. There was a ritual cleansing on the last day, refuse was pushed into the Tiber River.

The Vestal Virgins guarded the flame that was constantly burning. This was a kind of nunnery for women, open to the daughters of the wealthy. They would vow to be virgins for 30 years. I imagine if your flame went out, you could go there and relight something and restart your fires. A public service for your community. Matches and lighters have done away with this need, and we have lost a reverence for fire.

"Unlike many Roman deities, she was not typically portrayed in statuary. Instead, the flame of the hearth represented her at the family altar."  (source)

A modern take away could be to clean. If one was inclined towards being a witch, you could make a special broome that you used for this time called a "besum". You could consider sweeping out negative energies in this cleaning. The struggle to think positively is ongoing for me.

One could attempt to make a special bread.

If you got married during this time, there could be a besom wedding. Instead of handfasting, you jump over a broom. This was used in the American south in slave culture.

Vesta was similar to the Greek Goddess Hestia. In those days keeping a flame was important. Being house-proud was associated with keeping this flame. She was also offered the first and last wine during feasts.

There is a temple to Vesta in Tivoli Italy.

Tuesday, June 09, 2020

Honesty and the deeper truths

(Northern Thailand)


In Zoey's Extraordinary Playlist (season 1 episode 4, though all of them) the undercurrent in feelings versus the public face we put on because being a mopey self pitying person isn't acceptable.

I've been attending Zoom 24/7 AA meetings and a guy was talking about being honest (what he's thinking) versus being truthful (speaking the deeper truth you're avoiding).

This isn't the forum for me disclosing my deeper truth, but in a way, that is what I want to point to in this blog.

The Buddha pointed to a deeper truth he discovered, and it really takes an intention to move towards the goals.

May you all be happy, may you all be well.

Bonus: The Autobiography & Maxims of Chan Master Han Shan (1546-1623)

Friday, June 05, 2020

Odds and Ends and resouces

If you want to avail yourself of the internet opportunities to join a sangha online, please see this post.


PDF of Towards the "Other America": Anti-Racist Resources for White People Taking Action for Black Lives Matter.


Kindness in the National Gallery (of England) video (10 minutes).


I found a sutta about a mother and son who while monks, engaged in, well, you can read it. A Buddhist Oedipal.





Political Rant:

"Black lives matter" doesn't mean only black lives matter. Surely video footage of recent days, gathering and gathering from all the other footage of injustices, indicates that there are problems that could be address. For a man to be shot for running in a white neighborhood is shocking. The fellow who shot him was taken off active duty because he refused to take a training on the appropriate use of force. He did not want to know that.

The disturbing footage of the elderly man who was pushed, lost balance and lay bleeding, as police stepped over him to hassle peaceful protesters is disturbing to me. I have cop friends and I'd like to think they were incapable of such action. The whole emergency force the cop belonged to resigned in solidarity with their brother.

I believe tribalism is what wrecks a larger universal ethics. When you belong to a tribe, there is only good for tribe and bad for tribe. In a universal ethics, regardless of tribe, it is wrong to push an elderly person, no matter how belligerent or peaceful.

I have a friend who is the wife of an officer and doesn't want to hear any negativity about police. Every day she worries if her husband will come home. It's a dangerous job.

I think there enough space to both care for the cops and their families, and for the people who we see on videos being killed when they seem to pose no threat.

That murdering cops get off, is not in doubt. That we have videos that make us question that, is new. This has always been going on. We are just seeing it now.

The cop who murdered George Floyd has been fired, is getting a divorce, and is on suicide watch. I have no doubt that he is suffering. Many people are pointing at other injustices and saying, "can we get attention for this too?"

The idea of defunding police is appealing to me. The quote from Admiral Adama on Battlestar Galactica is important. Police and military need to be separate.

The idea that racist went into the police force because of Obama, blames Obama, again, for the realizations we come to as a result of his presidency.

The conservative narrative that I had nothing to do with that incident, and I'm not a racist, so I won't have white guilt--I reject the idea that we aren't all connected. Racism hurts me as a white. Do the same things happen to white people? Yes, they have been murdered by police as well. But I have seen statistics that lie, and say they are equally prevalent. To deny that racism doesn't exist is racism.

The need to erase the racism in America narrative because of white fragility is scary. Racism exists. It's deep roots are just being seen with the new technology. To deny racism is a weird reality avoiding strategy.

I have benefitted from racism, and I don't want to. I want a fair just egalitarian merit based society. I believe that is what America stands for. I am not excluded from patriotism to point out flaws in our current society because I want a better America.

Look at the world. The whole world is risking infection of Covid-19 to protest this issue. The whole world wants us to figure this out, because despite our less than respectable president, we are a beacon in the world. If America can't do this what hope do they have? Well, they could do it too, but that's not the point. Like it or not, the world sees us as leaders. Lets live up to more elevated expectations, please.

5 heaps meditation



Rupa is body so I do a mindfulness of the body and body scan.

Then I do the 4 elements: Earth, water, fire, air. Outside of me, move into me, pass out of me. They are not me, they are not mine. I've done a fair amount of 6 element meditation on retreat, some at home, so that comes fairly naturally.

Feelings. What is the current feeling tone? What have been some sharp emotions I've had. Reflect a little on how I push away unpleasant things, and pull towards me pleasant things. Think about how I need patience and to act in my own interest sometimes. Cry if I need to. They come into me, they flow out of me, they are not me, they are not mine.

Perceptions: what have I seen, heard, felt, tasted and smelled recently. I think about how I seek out my favorites, push away the unpleasant. I think about perception consciousness. They come into me, they flow out of me, they are not me, they are not mine.

Volition: I think about how much I want to meditate, be kind, be sober. What are my deepest wishes. Sober is the ground. What am I doing to remain sober? Why do I want to do things? Observe what triggers sweeping up. I think about volition in general. I see people with intention. There is intention outside of me. There is intention inside of me. It flows out of me. It is not me, it is not mine.

Consciousness is the 6th element in the 6 element so I'm on familiar ground here. I think about mimetic theory, memes come into me, memes are inside me, memes leave me. They are not me, they are not mine.

Then I do pure awareness, and watch my consciousness to finish out the time.

That's what makes sense to me, but I'm open to suggestions, please comment. I'll be looking more into skandha meditation.

Happy Dharma Day!

(s)

Happy full moon day! To celebrate Dharma Day i read the first sutta. And the second one.

i listened to the first sutta chanted by monks.

i thought of my brothers in the Dharma in Sri Lanka who also celebrate the arrival of the Dharma in the 3rd century by Mahinda.

i listened to a Dharma talk from my list yesterday.

i meditated. And talked with anyone who would listen about my love of the Dharma.

Following Sangharakshita, i will attempt to appreciate the beauty of art, perhaps an opera or a Shakespeare play.

Thursday, June 04, 2020

5 Aggregates of clinging



Wikipedia writes: "In the Theravada tradition, suffering arises when one identifies with or clings to the aggregates. This suffering is extinguished by relinquishing attachments to aggregates. The Mahayana tradition asserts that the nature of all aggregates is intrinsically empty of independent existence."

Searched today to find talks I'd like to listen to:

So I began to discuss and listen to this topic. I found a talks on Free Buddhist Audio from the TBC by Kulaprabha and Maitrisiddhi. Subhuti has some talks but they are in India and I can't listen to him talk so slowly so that he can be translated.

There is a Plum Village talk by a man, and by a woman (YouTube)

Doug Smith has a secular buddhism perspective (17min).

Mary Aubrey has a talk on Mind States, Hindrances & 5 Aggregates on Dharma Seed.

Gil Fronsdal has a talk on Audio Dharma.

Ayya Khema has a talk on the 5 aggregates on this page. She survived the Holocaust, traveled the world, and became a monk.

You have to scroll down to 2003 for this talk by Thanissaro Bhikkhu.

Ajahn Candasiri from the Forest Sangha (56 min). Women are well represented, and I like that.




Tuesday, June 02, 2020

SN 22.79 Khajjanīya Sutta: Being Devoured

Sujato calls it Itchy, but I like being devoured much better, in the Bodhi translation.

One of the monks I've been talking to do a constant scan of the 5 aggregates (form, feeling, perception, volition and consciousness). He finds a deepest explication of the volitions here:

“And why, bhikkhus, do you call them volitional formations? ‘They construct the conditioned,’ bhikkhus, therefore they are called volitional formations. And what is the conditioned that they construct? They construct conditioned form as form; they construct conditioned feeling as feeling; they construct conditioned perception as perception; they construct conditioned volitional formations as volitional formations; they construct conditioned consciousness as consciousness. ‘They construct the conditioned,’ bhikkhus, therefore they are called volitional formations.

When I read that, I thought of Bahiya,

"in what is seen there will be only what is seen, in what is heard there will be only what is heard, in what is sensed there will be only what is sensed, in what is cognized there will be only what is cognized,"

I hear a noise outside my window. They are doing some sort of construction involving digging into the cement along the sidewalk of my block. I find the noise irritating. But what they are doing, I don't know. I form the volition to look out my window and see what they are doing. I want a more specific form. Is it putting in new pipes? Is it planting a tree? It's probably pipes.

The Buddha suggests we get devoured by the 5 aggregates.

I also think about the 12 Nidanas, where the gap between feeling (vedena) and craving (tanha)--that's where all the trouble begins.

Same too with the 5 aggregates, we can spin off on stories about form, feeling, perception, volition, and consciousness.

Also in scanning the 5 aggregates, it's important to be aware of the body. Mindfulness of the body. I tend to spin off, have an alienated awareness through thinking.

Even my spinning off to Bahiya, to the Nidanas, to alienated awareness is part of the consciousness aggregate. I'm going to read and reread this sutta, and meditate on it with body awareness. I hope I can keep to this focus. I have a flighty mind that spins off so easily.