Thursday, May 25, 2023

joie de vivre

That science is supplanting some of the space mythology had is OK. We can look at the cosmic perspective in Buddhist mythology with great time spans like mahakalpa, or imagine living lives and lives, billions of being inhabiting limitless space. So many exotic creatures. You can look at pictures of space that are coming out, and think about the Mastodon living 10,000 years ago, then going extinct. Buddhism can have garuda, science can have tartagraves and axolotls. The age of information has shown us elaborate mythologies, and elaborate wildlife, helped us gaze into each other deeply and deep deep into outer space.

The upshot is life is short and you're puny in the scheme of things, and your best shot, in the Buddhist plug is to work the program of meditation, sangha, ethics, study, community and devotion. We see other solutions. There's the Hollywood star, rock stars. They often lead tragic lives of excess. We see oddballs who bomb buildings and create manifestos. The millions of people who go to work and don't cause a problem are not newsworthy, so our information distorts how much weirdness there is in the world, but does expose our need for weirdness and challenges.

You can delve into self help and maximize your potential, live your best life. Tara can help you remove the obstacles. You can study the great western philosophers and eastern philosophers. It's no shortcut as Godel proved, but is another tool in the toolbox. Psychology is more descriptive than unlocking the mysteries, but is another tool in the toolbox. You can discuss ethics. There have been a lot of amazing articulations, the idea of justice by John Rawls, the newly articulated effective altruism, which might just be slick fund raising.

There were early vegans, Amos Alcott was one in Transcendental Concord, who ate potatoes and apple sauce on his journey to England. The uncovering of the cruelty towards animals has been well documented, and it goes beyond slaughter to practices to acquire milk that aren't so nice. Peter Singer has a new essay in the Atlantic. In the past 10 years I've seen an explosion of products and a retrenching by food industries who seem to put milk or eggs into everything. There's a certain amount of corporate gaslighting to try and shake the resolve of virtue.

The amount of novels that describe possibilities, movies, music, the explosion of art after we've taken care of the material needs.

For me it's hard to know what traditionalist Buddhist are insisting on when they embrace early Buddhist mythology, but I do love mythology and what it says about us, the reflection in the mirror. Our society is undergoing great technological change and we need resources to cope and maintain our humanity. 

I am getting intoxicated by technology. One prominent traditionalist complains that he's been banned and doesn't really have insight into how his non inclusive and judgemental writings impact others. Nobody contains all the truths, so it's natural for me to fear that I'm the asshole in the room. I'm getting more and more comfortable presenting myself as not omniscient. The desire to dominate and be dominated is gradually loosed for a more collaborative and democratic way of being. 

Politics is a great exercise in filtering out what isn't important and focusing on your vision, and accepting you can't always win. It's like following a soccer team, there is no team that always wins, no matter how dominant teams are. As the world sport, I use it to learn geography. I was just reading about the Brazilian religion of Umbanda, which has secretized with Christianity. I've been fantasizing about Buddhist mythology syncretized with American folklore. Is Paul Bunyan Maitreya with his big ax? Is the blue ox academia?

From tortoise poking their head above water to listen to chanting on the lake, to the carp that scare me as they thrash about in the reeds, underwater of unconsciousness, to the various birds fluttering by above me, I don't know. I profoundly don't know, and am not in control of myself, and seek to connect with others.

The Buddha speaks:

“Mendicants, don’t fear good deeds. For ‘good deeds’ is a term for happiness, for what is likable, desirable, and agreeable. I recall undergoing for a long time the likable, desirable, and agreeable results of good deeds performed over a long time. As a result, for seven eons of the cosmos contracting and expanding I didn’t return to this world again. As the eon contracted I went to the realm of streaming radiance. As it expanded I was reborn in an empty mansion of Brahmā."

In one of his lifetimes he spent 7 years on metta. 






Saturday, May 20, 2023

Brandi M. Carlile / Phillip John Hanseroth / Timothy Jay Hanseroth

…Hang on, just hang on for a minute
I've got something to say
I'm not asking you to move on or forget it
But these are better days
To be wrong all along and admit it
Is not amazing grace
But to be loved like a song you remember
Even when you've changed
… Tell me
Did I go on a tangent?
Did I lie through my teeth?
Did I cause you to stumble on your feet?
Did I bring shame on my family?
Did it show when I was weak?
Whatever you see, that wasn't me
That wasn't me, oh, that wasn't me
… When you're lost you will toss
Every lucky coin you'll ever trust
And you'll hide from your god
Like He ever turns his back on us
Then you'll fall all the way to the bottom
And land on your own knife
And you'll learn who you are
Even if it doesn't take your life
… Tell me
Did I go on a tangent?
Did I lie through my teeth?
Did I cause you to stumble on your feet?
Did I bring shame on my family?
Did it show when I was weak?
Whatever you see, that wasn't me
That wasn't me, oh, that wasn't me
… But I want you to know that you'll never be alone
I wanna believe
… Do I make myself a blessing to everyone I meet
When you fall I will get you on your feet
Do I spend time with my family?
Did it show when I was weak?
When that's what you see, that will be me
That will be me, that will be me
That will be me












This song by Brandi Carlile et al expresses to me the perfect sense of remorse, and how you don't see yourself as your mistakes. 

Wednesday, May 10, 2023

Yan Lianke novel quotes

“The fact that Yahui, an eighteen-year-old "jade nun," would soon become the object of the Daist Mingzheng's love was something neither the school's religious masters nor the deities themselves possibly could have anticipated. Yet Yahui didn't even feel this was love. Instead, she simply regarded it as the kind of secular attachment her religious mentor, or shifu, had once mentioned- like the mud that sticks to your shoes on a rainy day.” P. 17 Heart Sutra: A Novel by Yan Lianke


P.41 “ The Buddhist classes' gentle and secular attitude, the Daoist classes' pride and worldliness, the Islamic classes' egotism and competitiveness, and the Catholic and Protestant classes' emphasis on harmonious mediation, combined with their apparent unity in public but fierce rivalry in private-these all collectively represented the character and temperament of China's five great religions, the same way that a variety of fruits and leaves might represent a vast forest.”


Links:

I'm surprised Buddhist Fiction Blog doesn't have a review, though maybe since this is a satire about all religions in China, maybe it's not seen as Buddhist fiction. Nor does the website have a search feature on it's blog. Maybe the book is too interdenominational, it set in a state college where the 5 major religions of China study together. 

Yan Lianke’s Forbidden Satires of China (New Yorker). Fascinating article that mentions Wu Zetian, the only female emperor in China, who was from the 7th century. She used the Great Cloud Sutra to legitimize her reign, using a Buddhist sutra to prove she was the divine ruler. She claimed to be a manifestation of Maitreya and Vairocana, and devi of pure radiance referred to in the Great Cloud Sutra. 

"Yan is routinely referred to as China’s most controversial novelist, thanks to his scandalous satires about the brutalities of its Communist past and the moral nullity of its market-driven transformation." 

He has 17 novels and while unofficially banned in China, he sells well outside China.

"Yan’s style is experimental and surreal, and he is credited with developing a strain of absurdism that he terms “mythorealism.” As he puts it, “The reality of China is so outrageous that it defies belief and renders realism inert.”"

"...a world of remorseless venality—of corrupt local officials, amoral entrepreneurs, and peasants with get-rich-quick schemes that prey on desperation and run on an engine of betrayal."

Friday, May 05, 2023

Vesak Day



Vesak Day is May 5th. I'm focused on not forcing myself to feel a certain way, but this is the day to let joyful emotions loose that I actually feel about the three jewels. The way I feel when my team scores a goal. Have you noticed how you're allowed to go berserk when your team scores?! That's the outlet. Today is a day to let that Dharma love out. 

Listen to a Dharma talk. I happened across a Dharma talk from Sravasti Abbey. It was live, not sure if they save it and rebroadcast it. Was a pretty good talk by Thubten Chodron on the Bodhicaryāvatāra. I think rebirth is a cosmic way of trying to provoke people to look at the bigger picture. So much insight and cutting into the self defeating ways. 

The highlight of my life was being intimate with a sangha. I get really excited talking and reading the Dharma. I have the faith that the Buddha really was onto something. 

May all beings be happy. May all beings be well. I was reading about how Erasmus was named after a saint who really encouraged intercession, the praying for other people, and I immediately recognized that as what metta is all about, wishing others well. It's a glorious patch to combat the virus of selfishness. Many of my friends are far away or even dead, but I keep meeting new friends, and the circle around me is one I can cherish. I really do feel like gushing about how lucky I've been despite my mistakes and adversity. 

There's a spiteful part of myself that grubs about how Christianity, Islam and Judaism all get holidays in NYC. I want Vesak to be a day off from school, parking rules not in effect. NYC is pretty multicultural, people are surprised there's a Muslim holiday kids get off for Eid. With 0.7% of America identifying as Buddhist, I'm not going to be seeing that anytime soon. Hawaii is 8%, California is 2%. (Pew)

How do you celebrate Vesak? You gather with sangha, with family. You study, meditate, chant, prostrate, make offerings. 


Links

Four Buddhists Share What Vesak Means to Them (Lion's Roar)

Photos from White House celebrations.

Monday, May 01, 2023

May Day

Buddhism might seem to not be political but if you’re for the alleviating of suffering of all people, political good, a shocking idea to many, would also be a good.

You buckle down with individual responsibility and retreat from society. At some point, you're going to re-engage with society. 

The quest for enlightenment might seem an individual journey but since the sangha is vital, you go for enlightenment interconnected to everyone.

Conservative and progressive, right and left political personalities are part of a democratic dialectic. It’s OK to be a conservative Buddhists. Many are. Conservatives may be very kind but just don’t want government, feel freeing people from government is the greatest good. I accept that conservatives have an important voice in a democratic society. 

My personality swings left. So to government can be used to fight for justice, equality and liberty. Engaged Buddhism swings left for me. Defend the environment from corporate greed, profit from destroying the environment. Stop corporations buying politicians who are for liberal gun laws, and spread misinformation. Defend a woman's right to health care. Basically act in our own self interest. Support democracy, don't use voter suppression to get your way, don't cheat the system to get your way. Don't pass laws that persecute people. Rebuild the middle class through good jobs with living wages. Tax the rich. Reverse nearly everything Reagan and Trump did. Universal health care would really be efficient in cutting out wasteful administration, and be good for business in many ways. Take care of the people, but be mindful of conservative feelings as well. 

Therefore I celebrate May Day and the workers.



May 1st is also Beltane on the pagan calendar. We've got some days coming up. May the 4th is a Star Wars day, and 5/4 is Dave Brubeck day, and on Arrested Development they created a holiday before Cinco de Mayo to buy up all the party favors out of spite against Mexicans, called Quatro de Mayo. And May 5th is Vesak the high holiday for Buddhists!